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Thursday, March 22, 2012

Postcards from Piumazzo


One of the short stories featured in the collection, Postcards from Piumazzo, available in ebook format:
Enjoy 

The Making of the Potato Killer

“He walked out one day, he said “to buy cigarettes” and he never came back.” The woman said this without emotions, with the knife in hand, peeling potatoes on the balcony. From her tone it was difficult to understand whether she was sorry or not. The absence of her husband was a cold, distant fact,  almost like something she saw in a TV show.
She peeled the last potato in the bowl and stood up. The student followed her inside. She went into the kitchen and put the coffee maker on the stove.
“What did you say you were studying?”
“Anthropology and social behaviour.” The student felt uncomfortable, all of a sudden. When you put it that way, it seemed a project made to discover the lost savage tribes in the rainforest and to study their customs, and not a simple trip from Rome to Piumazzo: in the same country, the same language, and yet it seemed very distant, strange people, very suspicious, it took hours to find the right house. He did good to make this appointment beforehand. No one would have volunteered for the project just like that, by seeing him arrive.
“How do you take your coffee Sugar? Two? Ok, there you go.”
The TV was on but the volume was down. The student was hoping to see photo albums, to hear and record childhood memories, historical events, even a recipe from the grandmother would do, anything typical of the region, as the woman did mention she and her family had been here for generations. He kept his nose to his notebook and he didn’t realize that the woman has brought in the coffee. And he couldn’t imagine what was about to happen, not in his wildest dreams. He was very naïve for an anthropologist.
The woman touched his hand. He looked at her: she had taken off her apron, she had fresh lipstick applied to her lips and she was looking at him, suggestively. She was old enough to be his mother, and the wrinkles on her neck were filling him with disgust. The woman, unbuttoning a few buttons on her blouse, started talking about an old film, about a Graduate, Mrs. Robinson, Dustin Hoffman. It was a total put off. Getting away from the house took some time, but eventually he was out of there and out of Piumazzo for good.
*
Ten years later the news spread in the Italian media about a serial killer , who raped women living alone, and after strangling them, he left a potato next to the corpse.
Eventually, the woman from Piumazzo remembered the incident and made the connection, but she remained silent because of the shame.
She went to confess her sins with the priest in the church, she thought she’d done enough. And he had told her that she’d been forgiven.


Thursday, March 1, 2012

Evening Contemplation

The point..is that there is no point. We could throw these arrows back and forth until someone gets tired or someone else gets sloppy. An eye goes out in a careless throw, the soul hurts, doubts start a revolution and no one is cool enough to stop a boiling turmoil.
Once the avalanche starts, nothing calms the white fury. You just wait it out, let it bury you down. Wait for the rescue.
Or to put it another way: Fire. Someone said: "Fire!" Everybody shrugged. No more heroes left in this world. You tell them there's something burning, they ask you to leave them alone. Absurd, but very real. In the end, it's your fire. You discovered it, you tend to it. And make sure it doesn't spread. Then try to determine where the damage stops. Not just with burns.
Pure speculation. Rumours of tainted sanity. What do you know? Raised voices, screams, furniture tumbling about. I imagine a happy home. Then I draw a line through it. No illusions.

The patience of the wise doesn't correspond. Not now, not ever.


Thursday, February 16, 2012

Happiness is...

It's easy. It's simple. If you want to be happy, be. (That's the basic principle, then every life story has its own circumstances and tiny cracks through which happiness seeps in or pours out, depending on our attitude and capacities to grasp it, treasure it for what it is, or push it away in a moment of madness.)

A moment turns into a wonder, a miracle, something new, extraordinary. And why not? Why sadness? Why drowning...at all costs. There's no sea deep enough to drown the reasoning behind constant, permanent sadness.
Something must be done and it must be done soon. And it can be done. Believe it.

Somewhere inside, even the writer knows that a leaf must be turned, words will change and so will the stories, along with the feelings, and the poems and the writing will be different, because they will drip with new sensations, happiness, joy, freedom.
The art will be no less. And a life will be saved, a soul brought to land, saved from drowning.
Why am I writing this in passive voice? Surely I mean me?
Maybe I am not ready to embrace the change, just yet. But I am definitely making the first step.
And now for something completely different.


Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Unexpected surprise

I was so pleased to find this review for my book on Amazon today:


Blending -Coffee and Poetry (Kindle Edition)
Biljana Petrova is a talented poet who makes drinking coffee a magical experience. You may find her wandering outside with a cup of coffee in hand, dancing lightly on the ground in the light of the moon. Her poems are all about different coffee experiences. She writes beautifully about the first cup of coffee in the morning and then focuses on her impressions of a barista and the variety of customers he is serving. She then weaves tidbits of history into her poems. There are also some poems of delicate emotions. In the middle of the book there are also some quotes about coffee. This book has plenty of personality to intrigue you. If you love coffee you will find this to be a delight.

~The Rebecca Review
by  Rebecca Review

It is for moments like this, receiving feedback from complete strangers on the books that I write, that I keep on writing. It's a wonderful experience and makes everything worthwhile.

I send gratitude and silent happiness and promise to continue writing..